Am I a bad person?

Hey readers!

I am very sad today as I just found out, a cat that was very cute, pampered and lovable.. died. Worse thing, in front of my house.

(He look similar to this google photo that I found)

The story goes like, not so long a go, he came to my house asking for some food. At first, like a normal stray cat, he was so afraid to come to me even tho I put a food in front of the door and calling him towards me. Until the very moment I close my house grill door, then he will came and ate the food. After a few times feeding him, he become so pampered and I even allowed him to come into my house for a nap. Till one day, he never come back for quite a long time, a month or so? I was worried if something ever happened to him.

Day passed by and finally, he came back home. But... not in the good condition like he used to be. He was injured all over his face and he caught flu. I thought it was not so serious cause stray cats fights and usually, cat that caught flu will recovered from it without any medicine needed. He came and I gave him food to eat but even he was fed with food, he lose weight! I knew that day, something must go wrong somewhere. Then I thought to myself that I would bring him to Veterinary. Due to my working hour and time constrains, I am unable to bring him to Vet.

Now, I feel so sad and at the same time I feel guilty for not taking him to Vet. Am I a bad person to begin with? Why can't I sacrifice a bit of my time to send him to Vet? I feel terrible. It was so shocked yesterday that my eyes went crystallized by tears.

I'm so sorry. I know that I can't say that I'm sorry now cause it is already to late for it. But, I still wanna tell you I'm sorry for not taking you out to Vet. I am a terrible person. No wonder people choose not to be close to me. I don't know why, but I don't think I can forgive myself for this.

I love cat just as much as they are a person and, not just a person, a family.

Merah, may you have peace in heaven. Again, I'm sorry.

Storks

Whatdup ya guys!

How are you guys doing? I'm exhausted and I need a getaway. I really neeeeedddd one.. gosh! Anyway, lets talk about this new movie that I watched. It's STORKS! Woohooo! At first, it was very blur and boring. But its getting funnier after every minutes. Some scene was just terrific! I laughed till I hurt my stomach and cheeks! Those pack of wolves, those penguins, and that nasty green bird.. erghh! I hate you green bird. Hey, would I recommend it to you guys? I would! For stress reliever. Come on, go on and watch.

So, stars right? 

I guess, from 5, I would give 4. 

Pack with laughter and cute babies!

I 

won't 

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Trust me. 

Don't. 

Massive spoiler.

(i think it is)

It was hilarious! At first it was quite hmm boring. Then it goes up to okay. Then I laughed all the way till the end till I cant laugh anymore. Haha. Ok, maybe I exaggerated a bit. But, the story actually is about a bird, Storks delivering a baby, used to but change to deliver a parcel like FedEx cause of problem raised of delivering a baby. A girl can't be delivered to her parents cause of her location tracker was destroyed end up growing up with the Storks. Long cut short, this girl, go on an adventure with a storks boss to be to deliver a baby that was accidently created by the baby machine for a request of one lonely boy that always be neglected by his parents due to their work. The funny part come during this adventure where they meet a pack of wolves where they can be bridge, submarine, boat, plane and even a broken hearted! haha that one was hilarious. And they meet the penguins and fighting without any sound as they don't want to wake up the baby. To cut everything short, they actually back to how thing was, deliver a baby to all requester. Those baby are cute!

*you guys should watch this if you like babies. They are adorable! Especially the last part where they massive produce all those babies. Haha funny especially those wolves and penguins. If you are stress or anything, watch this and get some laugh out of you. I promise you, your stress will be gone before you know it. It worked on me. Enjoy and have fun! See ya till my next post. Byeeeee tata titi tutu~ xoxo